20th January 2009,
I wanna wish my dad a happy bday.
My dad is on MC bcos of his back. It saddens me to see my dad struggling to move abt.N to make it worse i haf nutin to gif him on his bday as i have nt rcieved my pay yet.
Papa, i dont say tis out loud. But i love yu. I pray tat yu will get better soon. Insyaallah.

On a lighter note
Well its finally coming. My pay!! Weeeeee...... 4 2yrs i nvr had to work tis hard to earn my pay. Thank yu NS, for the uninterrupted 'allowance' we always get no matter hw much we werk. I finally 'appreciate' NS so much.

I rili misz my dearest. After 2wks of just hearing her voice, reading her sms finally We spent the whole sunday 2gether, juz me n her, after 2wks of juz hearing her voice n reading her msg. When i hold her hand, i still feel the electricity. I truly love tis girl. I rili do.
Ayg, No matter what, we'll go thru everything 2gether, Im here when u nid me. Anytym.
N ayg, rmbr tis, even tho we dun mit often,n the tym we haf 4 each other is less than wat we wish 4, i always haf u in my hart.
I love yu Siti Zulaikha. N nuthin will change that fact.

A Happy 6th mthlyversary my dearest Siti Zulaikha.

Our relationshp haf been a roller coaster ride, full of ups n downs. But ayg, im glad its with yu.
No matter hw much we argue,fight, quarrel, never haf my love 4 yu changed.
Yu haf a special place in my hart.
Yu reached the level where no girl haf ever access.
My love 4 yu grows every single day.
Growing and Growing and Growing.
Im thankful that we got my mum and dad blessing.
Now all that left is 4 yu to mit my grandmom, The other special lady in my lyf.
Seeing how yu can charm my mum, i dont forsee any probs.

Ayg,
Im sorry for not being there all the time.
Every free time i haf, i dedicate it to yu.
I know its not enuff.
Im trying very hard. I miss yu alot. I hate us not spending mre tym 2gether. I detest the amount of secs we spent apart. I wish that i could be with yu alot alot mre.
Im sorry.
But even though we are both bz with our own stuff, yu with Olevel preparation and me with my work.
Always know that i haf yu everywhere i go,
In my Heart.
I love yu.
I love yu.
N no words can describe the love i haf 4 yu.

Once again, Happy 6th mthlyversary to us.
Sincerely, ur teddy bear khai.

Finally i can start blogging agn. After weeks of lying low. Thanks to the very 'undrstnding' ppl in my dearest life, i had to alter the blog. Im sorry ayg. If yu read my profile, i had to be convincing.
Anyways, Happy 2009 Ahead.
A new adventure to look forward to..

N to my dearest, no matter hw hard life is, persevere and be v strong.
I wil always be by ur side, thru every ups and downs.
I wil hold yur hand n 2gether we wil face any problems.
I love yu my barbie doll.

--Teddy bear